My 2010 Horoscope

CAPRICORN

-The Passionate Lover-

Love to bust.

Nice.

Sassy.

Intelligent.

Sexy.

Grouchy at times and annoying to some.

Lazy and love to take it easy.

But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it.

Proud, understanding and sweet.

Irresistible.

Loves being in long relationships.

Great talker.

Always gets what he or she wants.

Cool.

Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports.

Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.

Extremely fun.

Loves to joke.

mentally tiring

i can feel that sicknesses are all over around me now...
especially my beloved 3in1.
i'm always feeling dizzy during the practicum and i don't know why...

took a short nap just now
and that was the farking WORST nap i had recently.
in 2.5 hrs, i woke up for almost 8-9times.
i can't sleep properly cause i have tons of paper works to be done b4 the CNY and my brain kept reminding me bout that in my nap.

*what kind of farking brain i have, still functioning during my nap.*

i can't finish my syllabus in time before the mid term.

i have half set of exercise to be done and MUST be done, 3more subtopics to go before the midterm and i only have 4lessons which will be 2hrs left to meet my pupils.

HOW BOUT DOING REVISIONS?

i foresee that i will cry when i'm marking my pupils' mid term later.

having a damn mafan lecturer is also one of the reasons that causes me to be in such situation.

he focuses ALOT on the paper works, which i personally HATE it!!

20% of my personal file is full of DIVIDERs.

get me? it's only the dividers.

and he wants all the dividers to be completely attached with the references needed.

5more days to CNY...
i should be well prepared by now but i'm aren't.
No additional cosmetics, only 3 new blouses from TS, a pair of heels, a handbag and some old colour nail polish for this year, as simple as that.
CNY is just a HOLIDAY for me now during the practicum season.
totally don't have the mood of celebrate it.
told my partner this during the assembly justnow:
"i'm now waiting deperately for Friday night to come so that i can sleep soundly till Saturday morning"

being a teacher, is never an easy job as you thought.
it's a seriously mentally tiring job.
your clients are the children and every one are saying that children nowadays are very different from those days.
parents and teachers are the main boss to deal with those children.
parents wouldn't be blamed by the teachers if they didn't take good care of their own children;
but teachers are always being blamed for their small mistakes by the parents.
FAIR??
fair or not, i will still need to deal with it till 35years later.

*blue*

emo

quoted from my sister yap:
there are people where you love them and you want them to be happy every single moment;
but there is someone that you love and you want him/her to be happy when they are with you.

there was once i fall in love with someone,
someone that i hope he will be happy when he is with me.
but that wasn't the truth.

so, i learn to let go...
and as i said, i learn and i'm still learning...
i'm now hoping that he will stay happy every single moment, perhaps.
I know i'm silly, always, since last time.
wanting someone that will not belongs to me and keep ignoring people that tried so hard to make me happy.
not that i don't know how to appreciate.
but sometimes,
..............................................................................

another quote from my sister yap,

the more hardworking you're, the more you are going to be rewarded DOES NOT work in a relationship.

i'm not blind, nor cold hearted.

i know you treat me good, but it's really very unfair to you cause i know i will hurt you one day.
you are always there for me when i needed someone to talk to.
i feel so bad that i scolded you that day.
but you know that i'm just trying to wake you up from dreams.
and you are always doing the same thing on me too.
we both know that,
those problems can't be sort out as easy as 1+1.
but time,
and only time can ease our pain on those problems.
don't keep me too long with you, you know it's not worth.

*blue*

不像咯～

entered 5M just now for class relieve...

30minutes lesson, what to do??

show them Youtube video lo~ LOL....

and this girl said smthing weird to me.

老师，你很像一个人

谁？

四千金里的其中一个 *blind also know who she means*

- -lll 有那么像吗？

有！！很像～

i even search for their picture and upload it here...

you see it by yourself...

有像吗??!! 没有咯 =.="'

*blue*

hopes

it's only my 2nd day of practicum,

yet, i'm feeling tired of it dy...

thinking bout how do i need to plan my lesson perfectly,

thinking bout how could i overcome the slow learners,

thinking bout how can i help the pupils to improve their Science vocabularies,

thinking bout how could i gain more responses from my pupils during my t&l,

thinking bout how m i going to cover all the topics before the 1st term examination.

feeling quite stress currently.

i'm just too used to teach:

- the slightly smarter pupils,

- the extreme noisy pupils, and

- the sometimes naughty pupils.

i have to slow down my steps now, to make sure that my pupils are following near behind me...

i appreciate the chance given, at least once before i graduate.

All i need to do now is to simplify every single part of my lesson.

and i hope it works.... ^^

1month is short,

2months are bored,

3months are drought.

AAaargh~ may time pass by faster

*blue*

30th of January

forced to wake up at 930am this morning...
cause i need to go to MidValley to get my salary and i want to void the JAM by going there earlier!!
but still, i was caught in the jam -.-lll
the moment i get down from my car at the parking lot, dear Arlyne rang me up~
and we planned to have a meet up

Arlyne & blue

Mv's deco for CNY 2010, ~lotus~

get fed up cause i can't withdraw any CASH at any ATM machine just now.

tried CIMB, RHB, MAYBANK N AMBANK~

in the end, i have to shop with my left over cash, rm6 in my purse.

PISSED OFF!!!

luckily sister quek brought quite 'big' amount of $ jnow~

so, still manage to have lunch over there -.-"

went to NOODLE STATION for lunch

while waiting for my food
* like my hair curl^^ *

got my meal ^^

Didn't buy anything after that, so we went back to puchong.

went over to BSN, puchong branch, to have a try on their ATM machine.

luckily, my card still works on the original BSN ATM machine *blessed~*

After that, we went for hight-tea at IOI Boulevard.

went to HONEYMOON for high-tea

went back home with empty hands but full stomach =.="

*blue*

curl-ED

made a great decision!!!

never ever thought that i will have such an urge to accept the challenge....

TO CURL MY HAIR!!

thought of colouring my hair with CooperBrown too~

but it's just too expensive and i can't bare it...

without dye is already rm250..>,<

friends' comments bout my new hairstyle were not bad after all.

but what I'm worry is, i don't know if i can still get the curl back by myself after washing my hair later...T.T

course mates were making fun of me jnow...

they say i need to wake up as EARLY as one of my the other course mate, just to CURL my hair...

*the coursemate that they are referring wakes up at 5am everyday,

and our class only starts at 8am - -lll*

wonder will you like it? ^^

*blue*